I Still Showed Up, By Niamh Heffernan

Three years ago, I was diagnosed with pneumomediastinum — a condition that made it hard and painful to breathe. I was sent to hospital, completely bed bound for a month, and had to take time off work, college, and sport.

 

I couldn’t walk up the stairs without help. I couldn’t hold a conversation without getting out of breath. Even walking ten steps felt like climbing a mountain. For someone used to training and competing in handball, it was crushing. I went from feeling strong to feeling helpless overnight.

When I eventually got back to light exercise, it felt impossible. I cried during gym sessions. I cried during drills. I remember standing at the window after training, trying to catch my breath, wondering if I’d ever feel like myself again.

But I kept showing up.

Session by session, week by week, month by month — I stayed consistent, even when it didn’t feel like I was getting anywhere. And it took time. A long time. Not weeks or months, but years.

This year — three years later — I finally feel recovered. And this year, I won the Senior All-Ireland Doubles Title with Ciana.

That win meant everything to me — not just for the medal, but for everything it took to get there: the quiet days of rehab, the invisible work, the moments no one sees.

If you’re coming back from illness, injury, or burnout — I’ve been there. I know how discouraging it is when progress is slow or silent. But I also know what’s possible when you keep going.

If all you can do is show up — that’s enough.

And now, I want to help others do the same.

Whether you’re starting from scratch, supporting someone else, or simply trying to believe you can improve — this is your sign to keep going. You will get there.

Because progress isn’t always loud.
It’s patient. It’s honest. And it’s worth it.

About the author – Niamh Heffernan is a PE teacher, trainee educational professional, and world handball champion. She has represented Ireland on the international stage and most recently won the Senior All-Ireland Doubles Title. Niamh brings lived experience to her work as a coach and educator, having spent three years recovering from a rare lung condition. She now uses her story to support athletes, students, and anyone facing a slow or difficult recovery. Her core belief? Progress is still progress — even when no one sees it.

Have a question about coming back stronger — in handball, sport, or life?
Send it to NiamhHeffernan1234@gmail.com.

DV: David Vincent formed the World Players of Handball in 2005 and ushered live handball viewing into our living rooms for the first time. Since its inception, the World Players of Handball has broadcast over 1,500 matches live. Dave Vincent serves as the lead play-by-play announcer for virtually all matches, combining his unique perspective and personality with a lifetime of handball experience. DV brings 25 years of broadcast radio experience (in Oregon and California) to World Players of Handball & ESPN broadcasts and provides professionalism and wit to the amazing game of handball. DV also serves as the Executive Director of the World Player of Handball at the WPH headquarters in Tucson, AZ, working daily to grow the game of handball through innovation.
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